illusion manifest

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-12-08T13:17:00

2004-12-08T21:18:23Z

my teacher just wished myself and my classmates a "rainbow colored christmas". i don't know what that means.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-28T10:33:00

2004-10-28T17:34:41Z

awesome night with boy.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-18T00:32:00

2004-10-18T07:32:45Z

as if i didn't prove enough this weekend that i'm madly in love with my boyfriend

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	In love
Your meeting was by	Fate
They are your	Strength
You are their	Best friend
Your love will	Be unconditional

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spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-14T11:29:00

2004-10-14T18:32:54Z

one cannot betray one friend for another, especially if it gets them in trouble for making a mistake.

when you're on the phone with a person with a secret, and you are surrounded by many people who do not know this secret, you cannot talk about it. so why am i in trouble? i don't really care. i can understand being upset, but eventually logic has to kick in.

all the same, no worries child. you need not deal with me again.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-13T09:58:00

2004-10-13T17:08:36Z

i think i've been grinding my teeth for about 2 days now. it sucks.

when you find something out that upsets you more than anything, how can you not react? at least by letting a friend know that you can relate and are there for them? i want to protect my little sister from the world, but maybe she doesn't want my shoulder. i wasn't trying to force it on her, i was just leaving it open for her. any other subject i could have stayed quiet about, but this one i can't. it's what makes up my nightmares. i have a feeling she won't want my friendship anymore, she was really upset, and if so i'll leave it be. it's her choice at this point. i don't ever need to bring it up again. but if it happened within a certain time period, i can't help but feel responsible.

on a happier note, here's a good idea for a drinking game (if you can call it that) that will definetely get you drunk. watch poltergeist 3 and take a swig everytime they say "carol anne". oy. must do.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-12T12:14:00

2004-10-12T19:15:00Z

too much friends reading to fucking catch up on. i gotta stop this "i'm not touching the computer for another week" thing, i know i'm tired, but god damn! alright so this long list of stuff will be annoying for some people. yeah. oh well, then don't look!

What is a good quote for you? by grlinterupted
Name
Color
Say what??	"I wear more bracelets than a Russian whore."

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What Harry Potter character will you find under your bed? by kaitkaitkait
Name:
Age
Who	Sirius Black
You say:	"You really know how to make an entrance, don't you?"
He says:	"Grrrrr..."
He comes out, holding a	vial of Veritaserum.
You react by	purring.
And finally...	...you have the most fantastic sex imaginable, every night for the rest of your lives.

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Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	maddartist
Best sex of your life:	toolost2besaved
Will make you come 1000 times:	bluejeanbaby01
Will break your heart:	poignantdreams
Best Kisser:	meamachina
Best cuddler:	funguy
You secretly dream of:	moowithme_mimi
But this person dreams of you:	blueboxlove
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	thecwqpoet

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Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted of	Arson of a Trailer Park
And sentenced to	2 years
Warden	minus_tron
Abusive redneck guard	hiddenbybravado
Easy to bribe guard	shmooly
Cellmate	blueboxlove
Wants to make you their bitch	p_kovacs
Drops soap in the shower on purpose	zorgtronn
Works in the laundry and smells people's undies	badmonkey784
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'	dark_fairy_86

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wow, this is creepy. i actually marry my boyfriend

My lj wedding by chynafox
username
age
city
you will marry	mrdestructo
flower girl	djthoughts
best man	poignantdreams
bridesmaid	thecwqpoet
you will have your last fling with	shmooly
registrar	moowithme_mimi
secretly wants to marry you themself	bluejeanbaby01
date of the wedding	September 11, 2012
number of times you do it on your wedding night	60

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If LJ Were a Bar by Karen_Walker
Username
Bartender	olfather
Bouncer	littlelostgrl
Dancing Badly	meamachina
Playing Pool	funguy
Playing Darts	thecwqpoet
Singing Karaoke	duvey
Got in with a Fake ID	poignantdreams
Guy with a Mullet	toolost2besaved
Too Drunk to Stand	p_kovacs
Hitting on Everyone	potassium
Hot Chick	prtctdbyslvrspn

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Who will you be stuck with at end of time? by chi_a_baidh
Your name is
Your sex is
Your favorite color is
You are stuck there because	everyone else died due to the wrath of God
For _____ years	9
With	Oprah Winfrey. Click for pic.
He/She will think you are	God
You will	live in peace

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Dubya by Karen_Walker
Name
Age
Who'd make a better President than Bush?
Here's Your Pic!

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Your LJ Pirate Quest by rachelthedemon
Username
Favorite Color
Age
Your First Mate	toolost2besaved
Your Cabin Boy/Girl	duvey
Your Bodyguard	prtctdbyslvrspn
The Bad Guy/Girl	zorgtronn
Your Obligatory Love Interest	maddartist
The Fanservicey One	blueboxlove
Your Coveted Treasure	An eyepatch
Number of people you kill to get it	55,546
Number of times you get laid afterward	168

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Your Vampire Life (female) by EvilKirin
Your Username
How Many Years From Now You Will Be Turned...	7
You Will Be Turned By...	A Rogue Vampire
Your Signature Power Will Be...	Shadow Manipulation
Your Vampiric Lifemate Will Be...
You Will Lure Them Into It By...	Seduction
How Many Years You Will Live For...	2,215
You Will Finally Be Killed By...

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Your LJ Halloween Party by Karen_Walker
Username
You're Dressed As	Napoleon Dynamite
The Rock Star	iseeyoudancing
The Naughty Nurse	maddartist
The School Girl	blueboxlove
The Witch	thecwqpoet
The Care Bear	moowithme_mimi
The French Maid	toolost2besaved
The Dominatrix	badmonkey784
The Clown	littlelostgrl
The Cowboy	mrdestructo
The Porn Star	potassium

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Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	237

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spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-07T11:13:00

2004-10-07T18:13:28Z

my favorite part is that justin is my costar

Which movie? by travel_crazy
Username
Favourite colour
You belong in
And your co-star should be	meamachina

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watch this video

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-10-02T23:37:00

2004-10-03T06:37:20Z

i love the cute little things aaron does for me :)

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-09-28T22:10:00

2004-09-29T05:12:28Z

my great grandmother died last wednesday. her funeral was today.

just in case anyone wondered why i fell off the face of the earth.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-09-08T23:44:00

2004-09-09T06:44:57Z

i don't know if anyone cares, but i'll give it a shot

it's just for my own amusement anyway.

POST YOUR NAME IN MY COMMENTS AND I'LL TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT I THINK OF YOU. NO SUGARCOATING, NO LIES, JUST THE GOD HONEST TRUTH. THEN POST THIS AND DO THE SAME.

or if you want it to be private, email me.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-09-08T10:24:00

2004-09-08T17:34:39Z

i feel good today. not for any particular reason, i just do. i miss the boys. too bad we didn't come along to the living room. meh, don't like the place anyway.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-09-06T20:38:00

2004-09-07T03:39:04Z

wait a minute! if you fuck something up, especially when it has to do with other people's lives in a place that you weren't really supposed to be, wouldn't you try to straighten it out? what the hell is going on here?

SEIZURES 101

2004-08-31T19:10:02Z

so the other day was pretty hectic. for the record...ambulances take forever to get to you.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-08-18T17:10:00

2004-08-19T00:10:25Z

i need more movie buddies.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-08-17T19:16:00

2004-08-18T02:16:52Z

i am going to have a heart attack! but why? i don't have anything to worry about!

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-08-17T10:30:00

2004-08-17T17:30:22Z

a while ago i apparently installed ie6. but some other programs i want to install that require it say i don't have it and so i can't install them. but then i try to install ie6 and it says i already have it. this is pissing me off

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-08-14T13:22:00

2004-08-14T20:23:21Z

i hope you're dealing ok. i hope you're doing well.

the subject for today: my elbow hurts

2004-08-09T22:26:59Z

so for about a week or two now i've been a major hermit. well, i guess i've been hanging out with aaron and adrian a lot, but other than that it's all been sleep. i've been exhausted and everyday i've had headaches. perhaps because it's all been sleep :)

so, yesterday i had to sing really loud into a microphone while aaron fixed it so he could hear what he was doing, and i did it for a very long time. sure it was only aaron and no one i'm uncomfortable with, but it was a huge step. i am shy in so many odd ways. i'm very, very proud of adrian. adrian, you need pins to pin up your lyrics on those cork boards/walls.

i've started back up with that old habit of forgetting to eat again. A.C.U. FOREVER. it's inescapable, isn't it? but be proud, i haven't burnt my tongue for a third time. i've been very careful.

this semester is going to be awesome. i don't have to take a single class alone, and i'm going back to full time. i am finally prepared. great progress has been made in my life. everything is progressing.

postal service is never going to get out of my head.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-29T01:28:00

2004-07-29T08:32:47Z

sorry about the pictures from weeks ago that still haven't been posted, i've been sick as well as lazy. as for the pictures of me that have been requested...those just seems to be coming along slowly. i think sean should just let me keep his digital camera and buy a new one. :)

boy is beckoning me to bed. must go. miss you all.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-24T15:32:00

2004-07-24T22:32:42Z

i burnt my tongue again and it hurts like a bitch. yesterday was such an awesome day, except ross books was closed by the time we got there and that's not happy.

adrian, be a good boy and register for your class.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-23T14:42:00

2004-07-23T21:43:08Z

STU HAS BEEN FIRED THIS IS SO FUCKING AWESOME I WANTED THAT MAN TO DIE AND NOW EVERYTHING'S GOING TO BE FUCKING WONDERFUL I NEVER HAVE TO HEAR THAT NAME AGAIN I HAVE TO SEND THIS NEW HR LADY FLOWERS OH MY GOD THIS IS BETTER THAN CHRISTMAS THE ASSHOLE IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-21T20:28:00

2004-07-22T03:35:16Z

i have decided on my major. not business admin anymore. i finally deduced what my top four choices would be, one was dropped because my current school doesn't offer a degree in it, and the other two are subjects i'm interested in, but can't think of a satisfying career in. so i've got it. i've got the whole plan and everything. will it remain THE ONE? who knows, maybe someday my passion will decide to come and kick me in the face...
but until then...
here i am.

i went and bought a replica of adrian's recently aquired notebook for my own writing purposes. just thought it was kind of funny. aaron has asked me to post that he has said having the same notebook as adrian doesn't negate my cuteness. yes, those were his words :)

so uh...yeah...i hate my printer...and someone please buy me ink for it so i don't have to get up. thankyou.

school

2004-07-19T18:30:13Z

there are too many things i want to do! what do i decide to major in? mesa has more choices in classes for a lot of stuff, do i really want to transfer there sometime after this semester?

i've chosen to major in business admin until/unless something else strikes me as my preference. it was ONE of my choices, but i'm not sure i want it to be THE ONE. oh well, in the mean time, aaron, adrian, tony, it'll help you out a bit, yeah?

if anyone has suggestions or advice, HEEEEEEEEEEELPPPP!!!

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-17T10:33:00

2004-07-17T17:33:28Z

anyone remember that last time i was really sick and went to the hospital a shit load and was on medication that made me barely conscious and always throw up? yeah well i'm pretty sure i'm sick again. figures. can't they come up with stuff that DOESN'T make me throw up. ok well it's gone from pretty sure to definite. fuck me man.

spastkbtrfly @ 2004-07-11T16:44:00

2004-07-11T23:45:03Z

PS

i hate my mother